February 12, 2018
I had a bad case of the grumps yesterday. For no good reason, just felt super grumpy the second half of the day; its makes me mad at myself when I get like that, which in turn doesnβt make me any less grumpy. Lol. Thankfully today is a new day β even if it is a Monday, lol. No really, Iβm ready to start the day off positive. Despite the fact I had to use the treadmill rather than running outside this morning, I was thankful to start the day with some miles β¦that always makes me feel better for the day!
Do you have an article of clothing or something that just makes you feel good when you wear itβ¦ maybe itβs something that makes you look pretty/feel pretty or feel good about yourself. Well I decided to wear a dress todayβ¦ to look/feel pretty? No, lol! For comfort, because it means I can wear leggings to work, silly! (Ps. I think leggings are to blame for my current waist line, but we wonβt go there!) Anyway, despite the fact Iβm wearing a dress today, I still chose to wear my sneakers (and I donβt care if it looks dumb!)β¦ 1. Because my feet hurt and could use the extra support, and 2. Because they make me feel good! They almost make me feel more energized, better about myself, and a good reminder that I can do this β whatever βthisβ is on this Monday ahead of me.

Honestly, Iβve had more grumpy days lately than Iβd care to admit, and many for no good reason, like yesterday. I feel miserable with myself sometimes; down, discouraged, like Iβm not doing anything right. Almost always, Iβve come to the realization that itβs Satan attacking me β he likes to see me down on myself and discouraged and GRUMPY. Because when I am, Iβm not praising God or doing what He has set out for me. Itβs easy for me to be hard on myself and then itβs a struggle to love others around me. I read something within the last couple years that has stuck with meβ¦ You canβt love others more than you love yourself. Hmmβ¦ Iβve always struggled βloving myselfβ but over the last couple years, my journey of growing closer to God and having a real relationship with God has definitely helped! I feel like thatβs the only thing that snaps me out of my βgrumpsβ sometimes β spending some time with God, reflecting on who I am to Him and that, thankfully, He loves me no matter whatβ¦
So, to combat my βgrumpsβ and start the day (and week) off right, I often turn on my favorite Christian music and pounded the treadmill to that today. Instead of just a boring old run on the βdreadmill,β I did some interval training with some elevation and speed changes β tried to switch it up a bit with hopes of boosting my calories burned! Packed a healthy salad with chicken for lunch and had a shake and lots of fluids for breakfast. Spent time thanking God for all the awesome people and things I have in my life to be thankful for. Feeling pumped with my sneaks on and ready to start the day with a positive outlook!
What makes you feel good about yourself? Whatβs your answer to snapping yourself out of the βgrumpsβ? Do you love yourself?? Did you know God loves you no matter what? Who do you turn to when life throws the big stuff at you, more than just battling grumps, but real stuffβ¦? Big questions, I know. If I didnβt have God in my life β I wouldnβt have the answer to these questions!

















